LIONEL IRVINE •˚˙∘˚ೄྀ⊹
ᯓೄྀ ⊹ HE/HIM
I've been told to make a profile
on here in substitute for
simply plural, so here goes!
I'm usually not online all too often, in fact usually I'm not online at all
Unless I'm trapped inside I typically won't be on my phone. This means I typically won't answer calls, texts and the like—however I may be more likely to answer through our phone number if you really need to reach me.
Role Within the System
I have a few roles within the system! Including soother/caretaker, mood booster! However despite what the name may imply, this section will focus on more than just my role.
First I'd like to focus on how I speak in comparison to the others, given I have outside input on this. I've been told I tend to speak a bit softer. I've also been told by our friend I sound more calm, though my vocabulary isn't particularly different.
I'd also like to mention my reactions to certain situations and how they differ from the rest of the system. I seem to have a significantly less prevalent fear response, though not entirely absent. Not only that but I also seem to be significantly harder to irritate in comparison to the others. In fact, I seem to be less reactive overall, both to mental and physical stimuli.
I tend to have a habit of forgetting about our disabilities because of this, often walking long distances in less than ideal conditions. However, unlike [], this is not due to any intentional effort to ignore the body's wants or needs. Instead, my recklessness is almost exclusively caused by the fact I experience less discomfort overall. This lack of discomfort, even when the body is overworked or in pain often causes me to not properly recognize the body's limits.
Additionally, I don't seem to experience the same baseline of anxiety some of the others do. In better wording, I'm significantly less on edge than the others on average.
If I were to take a guess as to why this is, I'd say it's because I am significantly more disassociated than the others in the system. This leads me into my next point which is if I am given any form of false hope I do risk becoming less disassociated, which will inevitably lead me to experiencing a significant amount of distress.
Due to the fact I am usually fairly happy no matter what, I tend to not be able to handle negative emotions in this scenario. In situations like this I will typically expect some form of panic attack, which will be followed up by a full shutdown.
What does this shutdown entail? Well that's a great question! During this shutdown I will go into a rather melancholic state, often followed by a verbal shutdown. After I am capable of speaking again I'll typically speak rather sparingly, responding with as few words as possible and only when asked a question that requires a verbal response. I've also been known to sleep for absurd periods of time during this state, ranging from 12 to 19+ hours.
Basic Information
Remind me to never
drone on
like that again, that
earlier passage
was so visually boring.
But anyway,
my age as an alter is 17
or in other words,
2 years old than the body
I'm also one of the most
binary alters in the
system, falling into the
binary label of man and being
fully gay
My eyes aren't always the same color, they change between blue and green based on what I've worn recently. Which reminds me I should mention, most of my appearance takes after our mother!
With that said!
here's a representation of what I look like!
And beside it, a representation
of my non human features!
My birthday is May 31st, and I'm the second tallest in the system! With a height of 5'2", which might sound short but do keep in mind the body is 4'10".
I like plants and the sun, my favorite flower being a sunflower! Mainly because of an old argument we had with our mother, where we'd picked a sunflower and given it to our mother. She corrected us, saying it was a black eyed susan, we stayed firm on the fact it was a sunflower and things escalated from there. We got back home and after looking into it and found out that we were both right, both names were correct.
Anyway, wanna see some cool plants?